Do yourself a favour
I don't know anything about you, but I do know this: ever since you were born your mind has never stopped running without rest. While you are awake it thinks, plans, worries, enjoys pleasure, experiences pain. Asleep it dreams, feeling happiness and fear. But never does 'your' mind rest and say 'what about me ?', 'what am I ?'.
Today we all live to experience many things, but there is one totally unique experience you should give to yourself as a gift: a meditation retreat. Here the mind will rest. You will go on a journey within and I promise you will be surprised.
This is the real deal www.amaravati.org and they run amazing retreat programs all over the world. So do Triratna.